HAWAIITALKS!

today should be a good day. Its Dr. B's birthday and I've set up something awesome.

I hope he enjoys this birthday.

Next week is E's birthday and I can't even give him a birthday hug/kiss.

Getting tattooed is keeping me sane and insane at the same time. does that make sense?

Its making me look forward to smething every week ad I get to scare more people with what I've got.

Next project in progress is going to be...

He's always in my thoughts.


Today I get tattooed on my right arm. I'mgoing to scare everyone who really doesn't know me. Its going to say, "FUKK OFF and die" I can't wait!

Jason Yamasaki is going to come to UH and tattoo me there. Holy shibby nibbly fricka frack. I can't wait. INK!!! MORE INK!!!!

I miss him.

I think I'm getting more violent. I've been looking for fights and shutting people down left and right.

This Thursday, I'm going to get tattooed on the right arm. Its going to be in blood wash so it'll look very red like coagulated blood. It will say, "FUKC OFF and die" with the correct spelling, of course.

Yes, I'm going to wear my attitude literally on my sleeve.

So watch out.

Today was supposed to be spent with him but he had some other shit to do. It wasn't a total loss. I had a wonderful time with my other brain boner man. We got some okazu and went up to Roundtop look out for lunch. Was a nice long lunch and I got paid for it. yay.

I hope things look better tomorrow.

I get to see him tomorrow. I can't wait but I'm not expecting anything . If I do, I'm onlysetting myself up for disappointment. Although I can't wait for tomorrow, I can wait. You know what I mean?

No, of course you don't.

I'm going to bed now since I'm not making much sense to myself anymore. Eek!!!